17 October 2017, 6: 45PM
My brother always enrolled to most of the tuition centres.
But he seemed uninterested in overcoming own hurdles.
My parents were businessmen, busy making real money.
But they have forgotten who to take good care eventually.
With all the siblings’ competition, rivalry going between us.
My nature being aggressive, no sharing rule has caught us.
So when I am at class, I cannot control my obsession and impulse,
I keep showing disappointment when getting some imperfect results.
I guess this is what my parents’ goal and way to brought us
With their past frustration about my brother, to me has passed.
Who shall to blame now or can anyone willing to discipline me?
I love them all but I don’t belong when I have to unlock best of me.
Believe me, I behave and not a property of this circus.
It just happened that I cannot choose a family of serious.
So I have to paint my shadowy past, make it vivid a lifetime.
To invent my own wheels, accept them, refine me every time.
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