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Hindi namin Hihintayin

Masasabi kong, "kami lang po ay bagong kasal".   Exactly two months ago (26 November 2017) nang kami'y ikinasal. Nais...

Monday, 31 October 2016

Darren (Faster Than Train)


18 October 2016, 1:25AM

My father kicked my tummy
In a real presence of mommy.
I run from sides and corners.
So it won’t feel a belt's leather.

I come to your forbidden office
I never been good you noticed.
You hit me straight to the head
Employees saw, knew I’m dead.

I told my teachers, classmates
Friends were afraid, it radiates.
Scared to confront whom did.
Can’t moved, smiled a candid.

He picked me up from school
My family operates preschool
Three of those were so good
That failed me crook to stood.

When outside, I tested myself
Who is faster to anybody else
I left him at the MRT stations
Bumped teacher, companion.

Sunday, 30 October 2016

Qiqian (Unpolished Skills)


18 October 2016, 6:20PM

My mum is sweet like where she works
In chocolate factory, she remains lurked.
She always supports me, no restrictions
She sends me at school, pays my tuition.

I don’t force myself to study, I still pass.
I opened my books and there to surpass
The expectations of others are so high!
The skills I have, never utilized or apply.

Until I’ve found a friend, he teaches anew
I want to be with him, challenge my ability
Aside from school, there is a life outside.

Waiting for me to succeed, my own pride.

Saturday, 29 October 2016

Michael (Unknown One)

18 October 2016, 5: 45PM

My father insured people first
My mother billed, reimbursed.
My auntie at home is reverse
She taught me until I get thirst.

My grandma is a native Asian
Half-Chinese and Indonesian.
She let me learn a countryman.
Be independent, I wish I can.

I read correctly, write wrongly
I say or use the words brightly
But when I hold my pen tightly
All the letters will fade slightly.

You ask me how, I tell you so
I refresh my notes and overdo.
My marks fluctuate, what to do?
I even burned my eyebrow too.

My parents’ alarm and rise up,
We hurry to DAS, drink my cup.
My scores are high, I get snub,
They told me, get another bud!

I continued training, I improved.
Mistakes are there, so unmoved.
Three English tuitions, we remove
While my pending case unproved.

Friday, 28 October 2016

Thalia (A Challenging Development)


17 October 2017, 7:00PM


My hands are small,
    the gross and fine
    motor skills are developing.


My face still round,
    a baby, ungrown
    hair, everyday of no falling.


My mind is young,
    pure, lack wisdom
    conscience and undecided.


My feet likes to hop,
    on the road light,
    dreams and to be recovered.


My voice is loud,
    I cry, it can collapse
    a cemented wall of bricks.


My joy of learning,
    is my new passport
    to unleash my brain tricks.

Thursday, 27 October 2016

Jia Xun (Parent’s Fault)


17 October 2017, 6: 45PM


My brother always enrolled to most of the tuition centres.
But he seemed uninterested in overcoming own hurdles.
My parents were businessmen, busy making real money.
But they have forgotten who to take good care eventually.


With all the siblings’ competition, rivalry going between us.
My nature being aggressive, no sharing rule has caught us.
So when I am at class, I cannot control my obsession and impulse,
I keep showing disappointment when getting some imperfect results.


I guess this is what my parents’ goal and way to brought us
With their past frustration about my brother, to me has passed.
Who shall to blame now or can anyone willing to discipline me?
I love them all but I don’t belong when I have to unlock best of me.


Believe me, I behave and not a property of this circus.
It just happened that I cannot choose a family of serious.
So I have to paint my shadowy past, make it vivid a lifetime.

To invent my own wheels, accept them, refine me every time.

Wednesday, 26 October 2016

Lennon (Young Father)

17 October 2017, 4:50PM


My mum was beaten hard
    upside down, divorced
    with my own dad.
At two, I’ve learned
    he left a cycling bike
    that’s all I have.


At room, I must grow old
    with my auntie
    daily, I tried.
Sadly, everything’s mine
    come passes by,
    soon it hides.


By eight, I create my plans
    to stick boldly
    with arms at her around.
Even as much as I lied
    to her, I was not
    enough to stay beyond.


She found another man,
    tattooed and hits
    cigars with red eyes.
I was scared with my tiny
    bones,memories
    strong for goodbyes.

Tuesday, 25 October 2016

Jue Min (Doubt-Believer)


22 October 2016, 1:35AM

Yet I’m primary two and standard is four
So my parents’ take it a slightly sour.
I’m shy and just patronize best hour.

When I’m in doubt with my all answers
I will be obsessed finding chapters

My ways is different to any panther.

Hwee Gek (The Sea-Ride)


17 October 2017, 3:50PM


I am a girl, tall and so chubby
A long time ago, I like to study.
I’m top of prestige class yearly
Then, surprise given by family.


I ran to hug them immediately
Excited, packed my things tidy
Glide on the stairs like any lady,
My appreciation reached galaxy.


We went to Thailand for jet ski
I was energetic, it was deadly.
I was innocent and not ready,
To face the fate so immensely.


I bumped my head at the rear
My heartbeats stopped, I fear.
The blank generation beware,
Open-mouth that had to spare.


Five minutes, brain has no air
My system in body will impair
It will be long to get any repair
Training and intervention there.


I was bedridden for many years
A goldfish memory is very clear.
My friends became rotten sphere
No hope and cheeks of no cheer.

Monday, 24 October 2016

Haoran (I’m Perfectly Alright)


17 October 2017, 3: 20PM


My parents are scholars from NUS,
My sister, her fiance do now studies.
There’s 3 mistakes the most I get,
Every exam, expectations were set.


Yes, I am okay with a sweaty palm
I was conditioned, I must be calm.
Usually, I can work under pressure.
The time is shaking, trembling sure.


Unsure, am I really an efficient boy
I also want to play some truck toy
But my body is always pulling me
To the books and tables I go see.


I want to be scientist and musician
Become pilot or a mathematician
Someday, police or even teacher
Finally I can perfectly teach better.

Sunday, 23 October 2016

Aloysius (They say, I am)


17 October 2017, 2:35PM


"I am sad”
My teacher said, “I’m bad.”


“I am happy”
My friends said, “I’m greedy.”


“I am low”
My father said, “I’m slow.”


“I am rapid”
My mother said, “I’m stupid.”


“I am normal”

All of you said, “I’m not.”

Saturday, 22 October 2016

Jia Qi (Hopeless Future Youth)


17 October 2017, 2:25PM


I’m fifteen and have lots
    of hidden anxieties.
At school, house, places
    it’s all complexities


My mum resigned from
    her twenty years company.
To understand my needs
    and witness my agony.


I cut my strong wrist but
    don’t want to die.
I want to escape the pains
    and loves to tie.


The thousand words I read
    hundred scars marked.
In my skin it bleeds, I feel

    a mask I embarked.

Friday, 21 October 2016

Zachary (My Twin Brothers)


17 October 2017, 2:20PM


We are not from the root
    of country, Singapore
But we are adopted
    permanent, I adore.


My father is a pilot and
    mother as an accountant.
I was the first born child
    in school I’m non-compliant.


I turn around for 5 minutes
    with a plane at the side.
I have poor mental maths
    especially when I divide.


Then, to produce a picture
    of a lively, dear family.
They prayed, unplanned
    my brother here finally.


While just passing and
    at school struggling.
I taught him to play and
    same when bubbling.


Years had passed, I see
    he’s developing delayed.
We go on same doctors,
    pampered as I relayed.

Thursday, 20 October 2016

Jo-En ( Crying Boss)


17 October 2017, 2:05PM


    I am a good boy, I follow
I listen to them all.
    My dad says, I can do better
and foods are on table.
    My mom says, learn to
what books never tell.
    My auntie says, don’t depend
on parents whom compelled.


    Whenever my teacher coach,
train, teach and discipline me
    I can feel all through the
spine, brain and flows in me.
    I cried for no reasons
even saying good or bad at all.
    The emotions, motive or wish
at me like sitting at chair lethal.


    Even so, I will grow up and
four or more companies await.
    The chair will be vacant and
the people I will recite.
    I am afraid it will be misfortune,
40 years my parents’ toil.
    I have my other dreams and

not to follow your old tool.

Wednesday, 19 October 2016

Yao Rong (Not Challenging At All)


17 October 2017, 1:55pm

I want to learn but
    I don’t want to study.
Don’t tell my mum
    I never listen carefully.

I want to come in class
    and meet a lot of friends.
Observe and analyze lives
    no book contents.

If you challenge me every day
    it won’t work, disappointedly.
Support me and encourage me
    even to upset you infinity.

I never want to have bad marks
    like 70 and below results.
I like to attend tutor classes
    no pretentions, I’m like this.

No, one is not enough to know me
    the needs and attention, I wish.
To my father and brother who can
    play outside, while I establish.